Category: words
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An Old Love Story

I am an addict andAnxiety is my drugChaos is the heatFlaming this obsession.My innards respondTo the fear’s siren callLike the iron shavings To a large magnet wallA raging racer I amDrawn to the deep end Of self sabotage pit & Worthless hairpin bendI love a treacherous trailOld bones broken, frail &Reconstructing them in mind Like…
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Black & Gold

Like a volcano I can blow upIncinerating this earthSuch is the force withinBut a fine balance swingsBy the grace of divineOf this I am sure.In this intense heat,As I cook .. I keep tryingTo learn the art of notAsking how much longerDo I have to stay andWhen can I leave.As I sit silent & solemnIn…
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Cake, Autumn & Tea

Like in autumn treesLoose their leaves that Touch the earth & decay I loose parts of me That dissolve & fill My cup of silent griefThere are many graves Invisible but felt onWarm winter morningsShowing up like Unsolicited visitors At my thick door of silenceShaped like tears of various Size out it of nowhere And…
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Death On A Pale Horse

Like Hades with scepterGalloping a pale horseIt moves under my skinThis itch of discomfortOf not doing it all, Of not doing enoughMy mind feeds this Ugly thorn bush growingInsatiably, out of controlSuffocating my heartMy soul. Wrapping it inDark, despondent clouds;In which thrives theFear of not enough timeSpiraling my being ..Into a dark worm holeAn abyss…
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Ascent With My Beast

On some odd days In many different waysMy mind asks Amidst many tasksWhy do you ride?Is it to hide?Or is it sheer prideTo broadcast world wide?It became a puzzle..!& I had to arm wrestleWith this tricky questionSpewed by my inner function It left me paralyzed Also partially euthanizedThen one afternoon, Thankful very soon.. It came…
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Beauty & The Beast

The dark soil I am buried inIs watered by the tears ofMy ancestors & old gods.I lie here listless & desolate For all glitters of this worldHold no shine anymore.I feel my heart scream Silently & my soul darkenYet my choice is this dungeon.This deep clod of earth Which holds me like a wormIs my…
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Way To Hell’s Paradise

The search for heaven Could lead us on a pathThat goes straight to hell.So should I stop my search..For this paradise hiddenAnd live in fear of hell?But I wasn’t born to liveWith fear, in fear, of fearCowering my life away.I must at-least try this thingGive this journey a shotFor having been born!For what is life…
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In Omnia Paratus

Dropped from pods of divineBorn through womb of our mothersWe grow on the backs of our fathersLearn to walk with our legsAnd words come to us from allMoulded by our teachersSeeking love, gaining scars, Pain & suffering chisel usLife happens to us for a whileUntil we gain eyes to seeAnd ears to listen to theVast…
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My Blue Maiden

Like the golden cloud puffOn a winter evening I am Soaked in the sunset huesI look down on the blue dotAnd wonder about her life This beauty far belowEnchanting, enticing, enamoringMy urge to reach for her growsAnd takes a life of its own..On which I have no controlThen I am pushed beyond myShape & form…

