Category: Love
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An Old Love Story

I am an addict andAnxiety is my drugChaos is the heatFlaming this obsession.My innards respondTo the fear’s siren callLike the iron shavings To a large magnet wallA raging racer I amDrawn to the deep end Of self sabotage pit & Worthless hairpin bendI love a treacherous trailOld bones broken, frail &Reconstructing them in mind Like…
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My True North

You are the bridge On which I cross overFrom the side of fearTo other side to freedomYou are the spineOn which I standFrom the endless crawlTo up straight on my legsYou are the rockOn which I climb overFrom the deep abyssTo the top of the mountainYou are the faithOn which I rest my lifeFrom being…
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Cake, Autumn & Tea

Like in autumn treesLoose their leaves that Touch the earth & decay I loose parts of me That dissolve & fill My cup of silent griefThere are many graves Invisible but felt onWarm winter morningsShowing up like Unsolicited visitors At my thick door of silenceShaped like tears of various Size out it of nowhere And…
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Death On A Pale Horse

Like Hades with scepterGalloping a pale horseIt moves under my skinThis itch of discomfortOf not doing it all, Of not doing enoughMy mind feeds this Ugly thorn bush growingInsatiably, out of controlSuffocating my heartMy soul. Wrapping it inDark, despondent clouds;In which thrives theFear of not enough timeSpiraling my being ..Into a dark worm holeAn abyss…
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Ascent With My Beast

On some odd days In many different waysMy mind asks Amidst many tasksWhy do you ride?Is it to hide?Or is it sheer prideTo broadcast world wide?It became a puzzle..!& I had to arm wrestleWith this tricky questionSpewed by my inner function It left me paralyzed Also partially euthanizedThen one afternoon, Thankful very soon.. It came…
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Way To Hell’s Paradise

The search for heaven Could lead us on a pathThat goes straight to hell.So should I stop my search..For this paradise hiddenAnd live in fear of hell?But I wasn’t born to liveWith fear, in fear, of fearCowering my life away.I must at-least try this thingGive this journey a shotFor having been born!For what is life…
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My Blue Maiden

Like the golden cloud puffOn a winter evening I am Soaked in the sunset huesI look down on the blue dotAnd wonder about her life This beauty far belowEnchanting, enticing, enamoringMy urge to reach for her growsAnd takes a life of its own..On which I have no controlThen I am pushed beyond myShape & form…
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Sea of Words

I wade into the water Full of words, feeling itCold against my skin.So many of them likeSalmons in the riverRushing to the sea ..Like a hungry bear I Find a promising spotTo catch them for I amStarved after a long Winter. So I stand andWait. For I must eat. Writing suddenly feelsLike murder & I…
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Angels Speaking

Oh little one you have no clueHow much you are loved, dotedThe army that stands in waiting For your one flick of an eye The light in hiding ready to shineWith just one sigh of your being. Oblivious that all your moments areWatched, well laid & wonderfulYou were made with at most care,With pure intention…

