Sowmya Hiremat

His memories are
Lego pieces scattered
On the floor of me life..
No map, no instructions 
I have no clue how this 
Puzzle fits and it’s the 
Hardest one thus far 
Of my entire life. I can’t
Give it up like smoking
& trying to solve it is 
Exhausting like a toxic 
Old friendship..thus goes
A never ending loop of days.

Today I broke, cldnt take it
With tears messing the 
Paper on the pieces &
Stinging the skin on my cheek.
As I sat on the floor broken
Like those Lego pieces I 
Heard him, his clear voice
I had your back then my girl..
I got your back now
From the beyond. 

Let your doubts go
You may not see me
But you know in your
Heart.. & he said,
“that puzzle you keep
Trying solve is not one
It is the Truth - A Fact 
That I love you forever
My baby girl. Remember
To remember It on 
days like this.

I cried like a baby and
They were all tears of joy.
I love my dad.. the way 
I love my horses. In them
I find peace that calms
My soul. Without speaking
A word they put me on
A solid ground of love.
It’s hard to explain but
He knows what it means
For that’s exactly what
He does,just like them..
Now even more since 
he speaks a different
Language of the beyond.